She died i wasnt ready
i suppose one never is
i wept my heart so heavy
full of pain so desolate

yet all the while is a distant thought
was welling up inside
my pain was building walls
wherein my heart could hide

safe from the place of no more smiles
no clever spoken lines
no reading of each others thoughts
no warm hands soft in mine

no truer gift could be bestowed
nor could it have been script
for in these walls were stored in jewls
of our true frendship

 

~No time~

my love filled my life

no time for a single friend

every minute devoted to him

on whom my happiness did depend.

They'd call to talk

all those friends of mine

and i'd always say sorry

but i have no time.

I did not care when

my friends slipped away

cuz my love made me feel good

he made everything ok

He & I lived

in a world we made 2 gether

so happy & carefree

we'd be in love 4 ever

Then 1 day i woke up

the sun on my face

and a hint of his shadow

he was gone w/o a trace

I cried and i cried

alone all by myself

i could not feel better

i needed some help

So i picked up the phone

called those friends i once had

they'd help me through this

and be sorry i was sad

I said i need to talk

when they got on the line

but they replied im sorry

we just dont have the time

All i heard was there silence

as i hung up the phone

and thats when i realized

that i was all alone.

 

***but when nighttime falls******

 

She hides her face

when shes not alone

she wears a mask

but its not her own

its everyone else

she wants to be

be just like them

supposedly free

free from the troubles

the troubles of life

free from sin

and worries and strife

but when nighttime falls

and she climbs into bed

her mask falls apart

and her heart fills with dread

she screams and she cries

but no one can hear

she wants them to no

no all her fears

her fear of facing

a world w/ no mask

afraid they wont like her

afraid they wont ask

so she waits for the day

w/ hope in her heart

when she'll wear her own face

and make her new start